if only it is that easy. Sadly it isn’t. However i am going to give myself time for these feelings to go away or at the very least be buried so deep inside it’s as if they didn’t exist in the first place. No matter the ups and downs, i never regretted being with you. Regretted certain actions or many certain circumstances, but never my choice to be with you. This happened before to the same extent but i forgave. This time i can still forgive because I don’t see a point in not forgiving. It would just make me a bitter person which is not someone that i want to be.
I wasn’t hoping for much and thank goodness that it was the right mindset to have. Having too much hope and being dependent was my downfall before. I’m glad that i did learn my lesson and was more cautious this time round. The hurt is still there but the brunt of it isn’t.
in the beginning i never thought about moving on much but now after all that has happened, I deserve to move on. I deserve to find happiness once again. It’s just too bad that you will not be the one to give me that happiness like how you used to.
That’s just too bad because this time i forgive you but all the memories that we made wouldn’t amount to anything but the last cruel words that you said. That would be how i remember you. I will no longer remember you as the person who brings a smile to my face when i am sad or make me laugh when i am angry.
You will be known to me as a cruel hater that was worth forgiving for my own sake but no longer worth my any bits of feelings from me.